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For Steve
[This is a bad idea.
Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.
There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.
One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.
He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.
There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.
One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.
He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
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[He offers a lopsided grin and pushes off the counter towards the door.]
I guess I'll see you on Saturday, huh? You can pick me up, sounds good.
[There wasn't any need for him to be collected to go down one flight of stairs, but it was kind of romantic that Steve even offered, so he'd go with it.]
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Saturday, then. It's a date.
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Not that Steve will have to wait til Saturday to get to hear more about the date. Some time while he's at work on Friday, one of his colleagues meanders into the office and grins at him.]
Uh oh, Steve, I think you're in trouble... some woman is here looking for you, and she has a face like she's ready to spit nails.
[The woman in question is Rebecca Barnes, not that Steve would recognise her as such if he braves coming out to see. She's just a slender, slightly short, brunette lady with a scowl on her face.]
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On Friday he's a mixture of excited and nervous he hasn't been since... well since college really. His coworker wakes him from a daydream, in fact, and he tries to cover the startled expression that surely followed.
'Some woman here to see you' who looks angry? His first thought is to check his phone and see if he missed a call or text from Natasha, but no dice there, so he makes his way out to see who it is. Steve is not a guy people get angry at. Not specifically. He's the guy who directs people to who to be angry at or takes a verbal lashing for someone else, but he himself is a nobody. He still falls back into professional courtesy mixed with curiosity]
... I'm Steve Rogers, ma'am, can I help you?
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I hope so, Mr. Rogers.
[She folds her arms, managing to look forbidding despite being short.]
Do you have a break coming up? My name is Rebecca Barnes, I'm Bucky's sister, and you and I need to have a talk.
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And, well, Steve likes Bucky an awful lot.He smiles, bright and happy and so damn sincere.]
Oh! Yeah, I’m overdue for my lunch and I get an hour - do you want to grab a bagel? Wow, it’s great to meet you!
[Wait, Bucky’s sister is here and looks upset. Steve’s mind goes dark places sometimes and he goes from excitable puppy to waiting to be told someone is dead so fast it could cause whiplash.]
Wait - Did something happen? Is Bucky okay?
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He's fine, and a bagel sounds good.
[Actually, Bucky will probably kill her when he finds out she's come to do this, but she'll take it as worth it if she can protect him.]
I just want to make sure you're good enough to take him out on a date, you can pretend I'm the equivalent of a Dad with a shotgun when his little girl goes to prom, if you want.
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Again, he should probably be intimidated but he’s just sliding back too much to cheerful. If Bucky’s sister was coming to give him the shovel talk, that meant Bucky mentioned Steve, right?]
Really? That actually happens? I thought that was invented for movies.
[Steve’s dad died when he was little, after all, and his mother had passed away before he hit college, and the amount of dates he had been on could be counted on one hand with fingers left over.He smiles at Rebecca.]
Well I can promise I won’t get him ‘in a family way’, what else do these talks usually consist of?
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Very funny, Mr. Rogers.
[She sits back in her chair and folds her arms, looking probably more like a caricature of a school principle than someone taking this seriously.]
I want to make sure you're not going to hurt him, and you're not in this for the wrong reasons. I get that this is only a first date, and I'm not asking for you to give me some sort of commitment, I just need to be sure you're not a big jerk. So-- first question, the arm. You're not either a) freaked out by it, or b) some weird perv into amputee fetish stuff, are you?
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Of course, he doesn’t get a chance to say any of this, because the ‘fetish’ comment has him going red and almost spitting up his coffee.]
What? I- no, no, that’s not it. I. I grew up on army bases and volunteer with vet services. I don’t think it’s something you can ever really get used to but… it is what it is, you know? He seemed pretty self-concious about it so I tried not to bring it up.
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Okay, so what about the other issues, how do you feel about all of that? Pretty daunting for a guy looking for a first date, don't you think?
[Perhaps she could be less blunt, but she likes being honest and having people be honest in return. Besides, blunt gives her the shock value, which usually leads to less thinking time and more honest reactions.]
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Actually, all things considered I thought he was doing really well given his situation. Especially considering he didn't have a service dog or the like.
Um, the point is though that he's, uh, extremely attractive, of course [oh god talking about this with his SISTER of all people] and the whole date thing - I'm really really glad he said yes, but even if he didn't I'd still want to be there for him as a friend.
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She finally gives him a smile and settles back to sip her coffee.]
Glad to hear it, because I'd have hated to have to punch such a handsome face for being a jerk. I was hoping you were nice, I haven't seen Bucky smile as much as he did when he told me about you than I have in a long time.
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Steve's grin goes a little goofy at her last statement.]
He talked about me, then? And smiled?
[Please please tell him more Steve is so smitten and hanging on every word here.]
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No. I'm here because I'm psychic, he never mentioned some cute guy who asked him out at all.
[She takes a bite of her bagel. Wow that's good.]
I'm not sorry for coming on so strong, he's been through a lot and I want to make sure he doesn't go through anything else.
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[:D :D :D :D :D as if he didn't already know Bucky found him attractive. But still hearing that Bucky called him attractive to someone else as well... squee.]
No, no, please. I'm relieved actually. I was a little worried he didn't have anyone looking out for him, and I tend to go a little over protective sometimes so... I was worried about getting, well, worried and then coming on too strong if he didn't have anyone else.
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[The way she says their 'dad' sounds a bit like she's describing something that tastes bad, but it passes fast.]
And yes, he said you were cute. He also said you were charming, smart, sweet, and way out of his league. I can kind of see what he means, I thought he was just being down on himself, but wow. If you weren't interested in guys, I might be asking for your number.
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Also socially awkward, a chronic meddler, and have been on maybe ... two dates... ever... I'm really really thankful your brother is giving me a chance. I just feel like... like I know we just met but it already feels like I've known him my whole life.
S-sorry, this is probably an awkward thing to hear from the guy your sibling is dating. Going to date. We haven't actually had a real date yet.
What if I screw it up what can I do to make sure I don't screw this up does he have any allergies I should know about?
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Okay, okay-- chill out, Steve.
[Steve now, not Mr. Rogers.]
I guess if you buy me a slice of that fudge cake to go after my bagel, I might see my way to being your official conspirator in wooing my brother. What do you say? Fair terms?
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The deal is done.
[She thinks for a moment.]
Okay, no allergies, but he really hates fish. I don't know why, he's just weird, so don't make anything fishy. Before-- he used to like dancing, he was a boxer, uh--
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[Steve nods along with Becca's instructions. He's inexperienced with romance outside of stories and daydreams and watching his friends, so Steve thinks it's perfectly fair to get help from her. He can see Bucky being a dancer and a boxer, with what Steve could figure of the physique he had.
Steve has never been dancing, himself. It continues to baffle him that Bucky isn't swarmed with waves of admirers.]
Any particular kind of dancing?
[Maybe Steve should learn.]
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[Her face softens into a fond look.]
We're the closest in age of the four of us, and when Mom died, he tried to look out for me. I'd always wanted to learn how to do old dancing, ballroom or swing or Latin, so he signed me up for classes and came along as my partner. He got better than me, especially in those forties dances like the Lindy-Hop or a proper jive.
[She doesn't know how well that would work out with only one arm, but she kind of wishes he'd give it a go again.]
So how about you? What special skills are you hiding?
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[Finally having finished her bagel, she starts in on her slice of cake.]
You, uh, maybe shouldn't mention that I came to see you, though. Make it seem like all of these ideas are yours and impress him.
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"to be kind of wonder" oh dear... fail brain
Dude I did not even notice.
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