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Bucky Barnes ([personal profile] advanced) wrote in [community profile] fossilised2017-04-26 04:19 pm

For Steve

[This is a bad idea.

Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.

There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.

One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.

He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
andstripes: (Just a city boooy)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve just kinda goes completely frozen, eyes wide, for a moment. Of course he figured there must be some kind of feelings involved on Bucky’s part like why would he put up with Steve otherwise, but to hear it actually said...

Steve leans back in and very, very thoroughly kisses Bucky. He’s completely breathless when he pulls back, pressing his forehead against Bucky’s just for one more point of contact.]


I’ve been in love with you for months I just - I was worried about it being too soon so I kept putting off saying anything, I love you too.
andstripes: (Just a city boooy)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
Looks like we’re a matched set, then.

[Being pulled so fully against Bucky, it’s hard to hide how much Steve is enjoying it. The costume really does leave little to the imagination, so even the slightest bit of interest is pretty easy to notice.

He’ll be self-conscious about it in a minute or so, really. He’s just a little preoccupied with kissing Bucky again, and again, thoughts of everything fleeing except the pleasant ache in his chest and the giddiness and how good it feels to have Bucky’s hand and body pressed against him]
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andstripes: (Taking notes)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh!

[It’s a hallway, anyone could come across them, there’s absolutely zero privacy here and they have places to be and Steve is meant to be more responsible than this.

When Bucky’s thigh presses against him, though, the world narrows to that point of contact. Steve’s hands tighten on Bucky’s shoulders and a helpless keening sound escapes him as he jerks against Bucky’s thigh before he can stop himself.]

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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve’s mind is all fogged, he can’t think of anything - Bucky’s lips against his skin feel like a brand and he wishes they were, that he could have a mark left behind mapping everywhere that Bucky’s touching him. Everywhere Bucky will touch him.

He continues to hold tight to Bucky like a drowning man, every shuddering breath coming out with a moan. It feels like his hips are moving on their own, steadily grinding against Bucky’s thigh.

He almost doesn’t hear the question at first. looking at Bucky with mild confusion and wide blown pupils has Steve has to take a moment to remember how language works.]


Oh! There’s, um, there’s snaps between - between my legs.

[Right over his perineum, to make any bathroom use needed easier. Or any other activities one would want to get up to.]
andstripes: (you sit there in your heartache)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Could it really be considered ‘going commando’ if the suit had built in lining? Steve didn’t think it should count. That was what he had been telling himself all the years he wore it, and it wasn’t like anyone knew better.

Well, until now anyway.

He moans helplessly when Bucky unfastens the snaps and gets a hand on him, and that’s so good, that’s all Steve was really hoping for and oh god those callouses feel so damn good.

Then Bucky’s dropping to his knees and oh!]


Bucky-!

[Steve slaps a hand over his mouth and bites at his lip to try and keep the noise down, but he is apparently a talker and a loud one at that, He’s got to lean his full weight against the wall, he’s trembling from the wicked things Bucky’s mouth is doing to him. Small whimpering sounds still escape, refusing to be silenced. His free hand caresses Bucky’s shoulder, up his neck, to card through his hair. Steve isn’t going to last long.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't last two seconds, but, well... it has been a very long time, Steve hasn't exactly trained up stamina in this area, and by god Bucky has left him wanting for months now. The dam is finally breaking and nothing will be spared from the flood.

With how hard Bucky is going for it too, it's not very long at all before Steve is tugging urgently at Bucky's hair. It's polite to warn, right? Right.]


Bucky - I'm-

[That's about the only coherent words he can make, gasping for breath between each, looking down at Bucky like he still can't really believe this is happening. Then he's squeezing his eyes shut again and throwing his head back as he cries out, vision going white then black as the orgasm hits him.]
andstripes: (That's worrying)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve has to wonder if he looks even half as debauched as he feels, everything on display in an outfit that was already skintight, clinging all the more to every curve with the addition of sweat. Leaning against the wall and heaving for breath while he tries to get his legs back under him, looking down at Bucky with those slow fucked-out blinks.]

... Not such a good boy after all, I guess.

[They are in the hallway though, and really fuck the party at this point.]

You gotta either let me into your apartment or help me down to mine like now. I need your dick.
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve hastily tucks himself back in and gets at least one of the snaps closed with a little maneuvering. Obvious erection is one thing. Full monty out on display is another.]

Yeah, I - uh. [Inhale, Exhale, all in one breath.] Ikindagotsomebeforethefirstdate. Just in case.

[Sure he already came but Bucky is right there and Steve can't but help but kind of nuzzle and kiss at Bucky's cheek and neck and by his ear while they make their stumbling way down the stairs. Steve's also thankful for the relatively few keys on his keyring because he's fumbling for them blind. Second try gets the door open and then he's grabbing Bucky by the shirt and pulling him inside to kiss more fully.]
andstripes: (you sit there in your heartache)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve has to pull away to get undressed, what with how his costume is effectively one single piece. He's worn it enough times to not get tangled in the slinky fabric though as he kicks it off along with the boots and knocks the cat ears into a corner somewhere, leaving him entirely naked.

He stares when he gets a look at Bucky, of course. No look of horror crosses his features though - it's pure hunger, pure thirst.

Steve's stamina isn't so great at holding back an orgasm, but hot diggity his refractory period may as well be that of a teenager's, apparently.

He drops to his knees in front of Bucky, eyes and voice pleading.]


Can I taste you, please?

[He wants the rest of it, dear god does he want the rest of it, but Bucky had a chance to swallow Steve in the hallway and Steve at least wants to see how deep he can take Bucky into his mouth.]
andstripes: (you sit there in your heartache)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[As desperate as he is - and he is desperate for it, Steve is almost shy as he leans in to lick at Bucky's cock. Hes only done this a couple times and it feels like a lifetime ago and he wasn't even very good then.

He has been, uh. Reading up on it though. The blessed age of the internet, where one can Google instructions and tips for how to suck dick for beginners. Wanting so much and finally getting, teasing isn't Steve's intent at all but he can't help but lick and suck and stroke and worship Bucky's erection with a reverence to it. Steve wants to explore every inch of Bucky, to learn everything he likes so he can express to Bucky without words just how Bucky makes him feel.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[In spite of the instructions saying to not try swallowing if you weren't even practiced with the sucking, Steve's pretty sure he couldn't pull away even if he wanted to. Mark hair pulling down on something Steve is apparently into, he braces his hands against Bucky's hips for balance and just sucks harder with the warning. He wants it, every bit of it he can get.

He does end up coughing a little, not expecting quite so much, but he thankfully doesn't gag or anything embarrassing like that. It just means a little escapes the corner of his mouth, so there's some of Bucky's come on his face when Steve finally pulls off of Bucky's dick to glance up at him and nuzzle against Bucky's hip.]


Was - uh - was I okay?
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve is happy to go where Bucky directs, on his feet to kiss Bucky until his lungs burn for air, to stumble back blindly to his bed - he's well on his way to being a mindless mess already, half hard once more.

Steve doesn't even recognize the sound of his phone at first - the blaring ring a background annoyance getting in the way of devoting all his attention to watching the way Bucky's muscles move beneath his skin, all dangerous fluidity that Steve knows will never stop being a turn-on.

It sets in that it's his PHONE making that sound with barely enough time for Steve to scramble and grab it before it goes to voicemail. His voice is a little rough from sucking Bucky off moments before and he does sound absolutely breathless. He launches into apologies as soon as he huts the green icon to answer.]


Nat! Hi! I'm sorry - I'm so sorry, I should have called earlier, uh - some things came up, we're not going to make it. I'm so sorry.

['Things came up' indeed. For all his apologizing, truly sincere apologizing, he's quick to take Bucky's hand while he's still on the phone. To thread their fingers together, to back up until the backs of his legs hit the edge of the bed where he sits, legs spread invitingly.]

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