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For Steve
[This is a bad idea.
Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.
There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.
One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.
He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.
There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.
One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.
He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
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Especially when Steve proves yet again just what a good guy he is, that he really does understand that Bucky is fucked and still isn't running from him. But he can't do that, he doesn't want to be that guy who makes Steve stop doing things with his friends, so he shakes his head, even if the desire for Steve is still obvious in his eyes.]
I can wait. Probably.
[Now that a couple of hurdles have been overcome, he's more than ready to get at the skin beneath that tight costume.]
Hey Steve... [He hesitates. It probably isn't the most romantic time to do this while covered in blood soaked Hawaiian beach clothes, but it just pops out.] ...I'm in love with you. Just thought you oughta know.
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Steve leans back in and very, very thoroughly kisses Bucky. He’s completely breathless when he pulls back, pressing his forehead against Bucky’s just for one more point of contact.]
I’ve been in love with you for months I just - I was worried about it being too soon so I kept putting off saying anything, I love you too.
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Then you're goddamn crazy.
[Who would love him?]
But I like that kind of crazy.
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[Being pulled so fully against Bucky, it’s hard to hide how much Steve is enjoying it. The costume really does leave little to the imagination, so even the slightest bit of interest is pretty easy to notice.
He’ll be self-conscious about it in a minute or so, really. He’s just a little preoccupied with kissing Bucky again, and again, thoughts of everything fleeing except the pleasant ache in his chest and the giddiness and how good it feels to have Bucky’s hand and body pressed against him].
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He pushes Steve back against the wall and presses properly flush to him, and starts to move his thigh between Steve's leg slowly and deliberately. Party? What party? He doesn't even care that this is happening in the hallway while they're being watched by his dog.]
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[It’s a hallway, anyone could come across them, there’s absolutely zero privacy here and they have places to be and Steve is meant to be more responsible than this.
When Bucky’s thigh presses against him, though, the world narrows to that point of contact. Steve’s hands tighten on Bucky’s shoulders and a helpless keening sound escapes him as he jerks against Bucky’s thigh before he can stop himself.]
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Does this thing have a fly?
[There has to be some way for Steve to pee in this catsuit without taking the whole thing off, right? He wants to find that fly so that he can get his mouth onto Steve.]
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He continues to hold tight to Bucky like a drowning man, every shuddering breath coming out with a moan. It feels like his hips are moving on their own, steadily grinding against Bucky’s thigh.
He almost doesn’t hear the question at first. looking at Bucky with mild confusion and wide blown pupils has Steve has to take a moment to remember how language works.]
Oh! There’s, um, there’s snaps between - between my legs.
[Right over his perineum, to make any bathroom use needed easier. Or any other activities one would want to get up to.]
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He's hard as a rock in his shorts, but his entire focus is on Steve right now. He slides his hand between them and pulls the snaps open, hoping that Steve has gone commando underneath to not spoil the line of his suit.]
Jesus, Steve.
[As soon as he manages to get Steve exposed to the air, he slides down against Steve to his knees and, without any preamble, takes Steve into his mouth. It's been a long time since he sucked cock, but enthusiasm probably makes up for any rusty technique until he gets into it.]
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Well, until now anyway.
He moans helplessly when Bucky unfastens the snaps and gets a hand on him, and that’s so good, that’s all Steve was really hoping for and oh god those callouses feel so damn good.
Then Bucky’s dropping to his knees and oh!]
Bucky-!
[Steve slaps a hand over his mouth and bites at his lip to try and keep the noise down, but he is apparently a talker and a loud one at that, He’s got to lean his full weight against the wall, he’s trembling from the wicked things Bucky’s mouth is doing to him. Small whimpering sounds still escape, refusing to be silenced. His free hand caresses Bucky’s shoulder, up his neck, to card through his hair. Steve isn’t going to last long.]
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He doesn't care if Steve lasts two seconds or two hours, this is perfect and he wants to be the one to coax a climax out of him, one he'll swallow every drop of when it comes so as not to stain his costume.
It's agony not being able to talk to him and tell him how sexy he is, so he has to content himself with humming low in his throat while his mouth is... busy.]
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With how hard Bucky is going for it too, it's not very long at all before Steve is tugging urgently at Bucky's hair. It's polite to warn, right? Right.]
Bucky - I'm-
[That's about the only coherent words he can make, gasping for breath between each, looking down at Bucky like he still can't really believe this is happening. Then he's squeezing his eyes shut again and throwing his head back as he cries out, vision going white then black as the orgasm hits him.]
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He looks up when he's swallowed the last mouthful and grins, licking his lips cheekily.]
Wow, Steve, in a hallway, and I thought you were such a good boy.
[Heh.]
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... Not such a good boy after all, I guess.
[They are in the hallway though, and really fuck the party at this point.]
You gotta either let me into your apartment or help me down to mine like now. I need your dick.
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Sir, yes sir.
[He grins even wider and loops Steve's arm over his shoulder to start helping him down the stairs, trailed by a confused dog.]
Have you got condoms? Lube?
[Please say yes, he has far too noticeable an erection to go down to a store right now.]
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Yeah, I - uh. [Inhale, Exhale, all in one breath.] Ikindagotsomebeforethefirstdate. Just in case.
[Sure he already came but Bucky is right there and Steve can't but help but kind of nuzzle and kiss at Bucky's cheek and neck and by his ear while they make their stumbling way down the stairs. Steve's also thankful for the relatively few keys on his keyring because he's fumbling for them blind. Second try gets the door open and then he's grabbing Bucky by the shirt and pulling him inside to kiss more fully.]
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[He snorts, fairly sure that must have been the work of Natasha or Clint, or maybe even Tony now that he's met them all and knows what assholes they can be. Or wonderful people, since it means Steve actually has what they need right now. Yeah, definitely wonderful people.
Any further words are stopped pretty effectively by Steve's lips, not that he minds. He kicks the door shut and pushes Steve into his bedroom, shutting that door too in order to make sure Yasha is out in the lounge while they do this.
He's so wound up and ready for this that he doesn't have anything left in him to be nervous of how Steve might look at him when he strips. So the shirt is coming off and the shorts are coming down even as he keeps contact with lips on lips as much as possible. His torso is a mess, even aside from the arm which ends only a few inches below the shoulder, there's scars from other things criss-crossed on his skin.]
Too many clothes.
[It's a mumble against Steve's lips, half an order for him to strip and half a plea for it.]
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He stares when he gets a look at Bucky, of course. No look of horror crosses his features though - it's pure hunger, pure thirst.
Steve's stamina isn't so great at holding back an orgasm, but hot diggity his refractory period may as well be that of a teenager's, apparently.
He drops to his knees in front of Bucky, eyes and voice pleading.]
Can I taste you, please?
[He wants the rest of it, dear god does he want the rest of it, but Bucky had a chance to swallow Steve in the hallway and Steve at least wants to see how deep he can take Bucky into his mouth.]
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Future reference, Steve, the answer to that is always yes.
[His eyes are almost black with how wide his pupils are blown.
He has never wanted anyone more than he wants Steve right now. He wants to flip him over and bury himself in his ass so desperately that it's probably a good thing Steve is going to suck him off first, to give him that refractory period to loosen him up and prepare him without going mad.]
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He has been, uh. Reading up on it though. The blessed age of the internet, where one can Google instructions and tips for how to suck dick for beginners. Wanting so much and finally getting, teasing isn't Steve's intent at all but he can't help but lick and suck and stroke and worship Bucky's erection with a reverence to it. Steve wants to explore every inch of Bucky, to learn everything he likes so he can express to Bucky without words just how Bucky makes him feel.]
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S-Steve, I'm gonna-- Jesus.
[He just manages to give a warning so Steve can pull away if he wants, but it's only a second or two before his vision pretty much whites out.]
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He does end up coughing a little, not expecting quite so much, but he thankfully doesn't gag or anything embarrassing like that. It just means a little escapes the corner of his mouth, so there's some of Bucky's come on his face when Steve finally pulls off of Bucky's dick to glance up at him and nuzzle against Bucky's hip.]
Was - uh - was I okay?
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Yeah, Steve. [It's a breathless and amused murmur against his lips.] You were great.
[He starts trying to push Steve back towards the bed, more than ready to start worshipping his body and make it so Steve is a literal mindless mess, when Steve's phone starts ringing loudly.
Natasha wants to know where he is already.]
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Steve doesn't even recognize the sound of his phone at first - the blaring ring a background annoyance getting in the way of devoting all his attention to watching the way Bucky's muscles move beneath his skin, all dangerous fluidity that Steve knows will never stop being a turn-on.
It sets in that it's his PHONE making that sound with barely enough time for Steve to scramble and grab it before it goes to voicemail. His voice is a little rough from sucking Bucky off moments before and he does sound absolutely breathless. He launches into apologies as soon as he huts the green icon to answer.]
Nat! Hi! I'm sorry - I'm so sorry, I should have called earlier, uh - some things came up, we're not going to make it. I'm so sorry.
['Things came up' indeed. For all his apologizing, truly sincere apologizing, he's quick to take Bucky's hand while he's still on the phone. To thread their fingers together, to back up until the backs of his legs hit the edge of the bed where he sits, legs spread invitingly.]
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Do not apologise, just tell me what's happened. Do you need me to come around?
[She will leave Clint to hold the fort with the other guests and come on a crusade over to make sure he's okay, unless he satisfies her that nothing is wrong.
Bucky can scarcely believe that Steve is sat there, spread out, while he's on the phone. Sometimes that good boy persona really is just a veneer on top of something much more wicked and he loves it. Spurred on, he drops to his knees beside the bed and ducks his head to lap his tongue over Steve's balls and then down to his perineum.]
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"to be kind of wonder" oh dear... fail brain
Dude I did not even notice.
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sorry for the wait, I've been ridiculously busy this week
Life happens, no worries!
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feel free to play Sam or skip past if you don't fancy it
As HECK yea Sam I'll try to not mess up!
Yeaaaaah!
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