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Bucky Barnes ([personal profile] advanced) wrote in [community profile] fossilised2017-04-26 04:19 pm

For Steve

[This is a bad idea.

Bucky knows it as soon as he stops outside the little community centre where these classes run and he sees the other students milling about, chatting to each other in their own little cliques. The thing has been running for a while, it's an art group for anyone with any sort of mental health issue - depression, anxiety, psychosis. He's here for PTSD, practically bullied into it by his therapist at the VA, under the instructions that he needs to get out and start socialising more.

There are only six other people, four women and two men, and it already feels like too large a crowd. He makes sure his prosthetic is properly covered by a glove and long sleeve, stuffed into his pocket so nobody can tell it hangs strangely, and slouches in at the back. From the conversations he can overhear, blonde woman and redhead woman have anxiety issues, brunette #1 and the two men all have depression, and brunette #2 has psychosis. They're all so open with each other, chatting about medications and coping techniques and the work they've been doing in class already.

One of them approaches him and asks his name, and what he's there for, but he just glowers at her until she retreats again. He doesn't want anyone to know why he's here, and he's only here so Wilson will stop goddamn riding him about it.

He slumps into the seat nearest the back and waits for the teacher to arrive, already sure this is going to be a waste of time...]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't last two seconds, but, well... it has been a very long time, Steve hasn't exactly trained up stamina in this area, and by god Bucky has left him wanting for months now. The dam is finally breaking and nothing will be spared from the flood.

With how hard Bucky is going for it too, it's not very long at all before Steve is tugging urgently at Bucky's hair. It's polite to warn, right? Right.]


Bucky - I'm-

[That's about the only coherent words he can make, gasping for breath between each, looking down at Bucky like he still can't really believe this is happening. Then he's squeezing his eyes shut again and throwing his head back as he cries out, vision going white then black as the orgasm hits him.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve has to wonder if he looks even half as debauched as he feels, everything on display in an outfit that was already skintight, clinging all the more to every curve with the addition of sweat. Leaning against the wall and heaving for breath while he tries to get his legs back under him, looking down at Bucky with those slow fucked-out blinks.]

... Not such a good boy after all, I guess.

[They are in the hallway though, and really fuck the party at this point.]

You gotta either let me into your apartment or help me down to mine like now. I need your dick.
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve hastily tucks himself back in and gets at least one of the snaps closed with a little maneuvering. Obvious erection is one thing. Full monty out on display is another.]

Yeah, I - uh. [Inhale, Exhale, all in one breath.] Ikindagotsomebeforethefirstdate. Just in case.

[Sure he already came but Bucky is right there and Steve can't but help but kind of nuzzle and kiss at Bucky's cheek and neck and by his ear while they make their stumbling way down the stairs. Steve's also thankful for the relatively few keys on his keyring because he's fumbling for them blind. Second try gets the door open and then he's grabbing Bucky by the shirt and pulling him inside to kiss more fully.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-27 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve has to pull away to get undressed, what with how his costume is effectively one single piece. He's worn it enough times to not get tangled in the slinky fabric though as he kicks it off along with the boots and knocks the cat ears into a corner somewhere, leaving him entirely naked.

He stares when he gets a look at Bucky, of course. No look of horror crosses his features though - it's pure hunger, pure thirst.

Steve's stamina isn't so great at holding back an orgasm, but hot diggity his refractory period may as well be that of a teenager's, apparently.

He drops to his knees in front of Bucky, eyes and voice pleading.]


Can I taste you, please?

[He wants the rest of it, dear god does he want the rest of it, but Bucky had a chance to swallow Steve in the hallway and Steve at least wants to see how deep he can take Bucky into his mouth.]
andstripes: (you sit there in your heartache)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[As desperate as he is - and he is desperate for it, Steve is almost shy as he leans in to lick at Bucky's cock. Hes only done this a couple times and it feels like a lifetime ago and he wasn't even very good then.

He has been, uh. Reading up on it though. The blessed age of the internet, where one can Google instructions and tips for how to suck dick for beginners. Wanting so much and finally getting, teasing isn't Steve's intent at all but he can't help but lick and suck and stroke and worship Bucky's erection with a reverence to it. Steve wants to explore every inch of Bucky, to learn everything he likes so he can express to Bucky without words just how Bucky makes him feel.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[In spite of the instructions saying to not try swallowing if you weren't even practiced with the sucking, Steve's pretty sure he couldn't pull away even if he wanted to. Mark hair pulling down on something Steve is apparently into, he braces his hands against Bucky's hips for balance and just sucks harder with the warning. He wants it, every bit of it he can get.

He does end up coughing a little, not expecting quite so much, but he thankfully doesn't gag or anything embarrassing like that. It just means a little escapes the corner of his mouth, so there's some of Bucky's come on his face when Steve finally pulls off of Bucky's dick to glance up at him and nuzzle against Bucky's hip.]


Was - uh - was I okay?
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve is happy to go where Bucky directs, on his feet to kiss Bucky until his lungs burn for air, to stumble back blindly to his bed - he's well on his way to being a mindless mess already, half hard once more.

Steve doesn't even recognize the sound of his phone at first - the blaring ring a background annoyance getting in the way of devoting all his attention to watching the way Bucky's muscles move beneath his skin, all dangerous fluidity that Steve knows will never stop being a turn-on.

It sets in that it's his PHONE making that sound with barely enough time for Steve to scramble and grab it before it goes to voicemail. His voice is a little rough from sucking Bucky off moments before and he does sound absolutely breathless. He launches into apologies as soon as he huts the green icon to answer.]


Nat! Hi! I'm sorry - I'm so sorry, I should have called earlier, uh - some things came up, we're not going to make it. I'm so sorry.

['Things came up' indeed. For all his apologizing, truly sincere apologizing, he's quick to take Bucky's hand while he's still on the phone. To thread their fingers together, to back up until the backs of his legs hit the edge of the bed where he sits, legs spread invitingly.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-29 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[for the second time today Steve has to call a hand over his mouth and bite his lip to hold back a moan. He wants to watch Bucky, but it's too much to try and hold a conversation with Nat. So he lets himself fall back against the sheets.

And raise a leg up on them to spread his legs wider. He could deny Bucky nothing.]


No! No, we're fine, we're both ... very fine. We just- I'll call back tomorrow, okay?
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-30 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve, as it turns out, is one of those people.

He desperately tries to yell before Natasha hangs up,]
Nat, no, no- [But she's already gone. He needs to warn Bucky they're going to be having company, but all he gets out is a breathless call of Bucky's name while Bucky tugs him to the edge of the bed and then Bucky's tongue is there and Steve has never been rimmed before so there's a half second of weird before his brain practically short circuits with the sudden awareness that this is something he really really likes.

He drops the phone in favor of clutching at his bedsheets, back arching as the keening sound escapes again. Louder this time, with Steve not trying to silence himself. He needs to warn Bucky - Natasha has a spare key and even of she didn't Steve has seen her pick locks before, but he can't think of anything except for the feel of Bucky's mouth on him.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-30 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
N-night stand-

[He can barely get the words out with how turned on he is from the wicked things Bucky's tongue was doing to him, a trembling mess sprawled on the bedsheets, precome dripping onto his stomach and pooling in the creases of skin made by his muscles. His dick hasn't even been touched - he'd be embarrassed if he could manage it.

He's thankful he moved the lube and condoms. He'd kept them in the bathroom until this morning, moving them in a sort of desperate hope they'd be needed. They're there with a smaller scratchpad, a pencil, his inhaler and his full week pill case for the handful of medication he needs to keep up on to make sure all his invisible illnesses stay that way.]


Please - Bucky, please, I need - I need you-

[Well, at this rate he wasn't certain he'd last even thirty minutes more. Bucky had a way of driving him absolutely wild.]
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[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-30 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve watches Bucky rip the condom open with half-lidded eyes. God - Bucky is just so sexy it's hard for Steve to believe he's real and here with him, between Steve's legs like he belongs there.

The little bit of discomfort is a relief. It's grounding, takes the edge off of what Steve is embarrassingly certain could be an orgasm just from Bucky's tongue and fingers in his ass. He needs to focus, but it's so hard. He needs to get Bucky to slow down but in that instant the exact reasoning eludes him along with control of his voice. Steve squirms against the sheets, head turned to the side as every breath is a moan. He can't look at Bucky- he's going to come then and there if he does, he just knows it. It takes all of Steve's not inconsiderable amount of self control to get out a singly weakly trembling word.]


W-wait...

[how long has it been? Fuck if he knows.]

andstripes: (you sit there in your heartache)

[personal profile] andstripes 2017-07-31 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve let's out a bereft little whimper when Bucky pulls his fingers from him. 'What?' indeed - what could possibly be more important than begging Bucky to continue? He almost does until he opens his eyes again and sees his discarded phone. His phone...?

Oh shit, that's right.

It comes out strained, quickly - he's still achingly hard and desperate to be filled, but he manages to get the jumble of words out in one exhale.]


Nat didn't believe everything was fine, she said she was coming over.

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