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Jotunheimr
Thor Odinson was not ready to be King.
That much had become suddenly and sharply clear to Odin All-Father, a sharp pain that he would rather not have had. He had been blinded too long by love for his only heir, seeing only his affable way of gaining friends and his strength on the battlefield, but ignoring how he had become spoiled and arrogant. He had glossed over the reports from Thor's tutors that his son had not studied the other realms or the duties of a King as he should, and had instead spent much of his youth carousing with his favoured companions, hunting or getting into trouble together.
But this... this was beyond a childish scrape.
Egged on by his friends, or so it had come out since the act, Thor had decided to go to Jotunheim - a forbidden act - for the sole purpose of finding one of its inhabitants and slaying it. A proof of his mettle as a warrior, to kill one of the fearsome giants, the monsters of the icy realm. He felt ashamed, sick at heart that his only son could be so ignorant as to think that any race were just monsters. He might have hoped these were just rantings, but he saw preparations begin to take place and he knew that they meant to commit treason by disobeying his orders of no contact with Jotunheim and perhaps start another war.
Arrangements were hastily made, pushed through Frigga who had more goodwill remaining to her among the Giants, and when Thor arrived at the Bifrost, he would find Odin standing by the great sword rather than Heimdall, his one eye forbidding.
"Why are you so eager to seek out war, my son?"
That much had become suddenly and sharply clear to Odin All-Father, a sharp pain that he would rather not have had. He had been blinded too long by love for his only heir, seeing only his affable way of gaining friends and his strength on the battlefield, but ignoring how he had become spoiled and arrogant. He had glossed over the reports from Thor's tutors that his son had not studied the other realms or the duties of a King as he should, and had instead spent much of his youth carousing with his favoured companions, hunting or getting into trouble together.
But this... this was beyond a childish scrape.
Egged on by his friends, or so it had come out since the act, Thor had decided to go to Jotunheim - a forbidden act - for the sole purpose of finding one of its inhabitants and slaying it. A proof of his mettle as a warrior, to kill one of the fearsome giants, the monsters of the icy realm. He felt ashamed, sick at heart that his only son could be so ignorant as to think that any race were just monsters. He might have hoped these were just rantings, but he saw preparations begin to take place and he knew that they meant to commit treason by disobeying his orders of no contact with Jotunheim and perhaps start another war.
Arrangements were hastily made, pushed through Frigga who had more goodwill remaining to her among the Giants, and when Thor arrived at the Bifrost, he would find Odin standing by the great sword rather than Heimdall, his one eye forbidding.
"Why are you so eager to seek out war, my son?"
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It should be a lot weirder to be talking to a guy who looked younger than he was about meeting his mom before he was born, but it wasn’t. Stranger things had happened before and it wasn’t like Bucky was the first army officer from World War II suddenly back from the dead, right?
Maybe this was a start of a new World War II zombie uprising? Tony would be awesome at that game because Steve wouldn’t want to play it and kick his ass with his superior hand-eye coordination.
“Inspection of what?”
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It just seemed like a connection to being human that he didn't want to lose.
"An inspection of me. She was involved in the Winter Soldier project."
Please let this be enough. Please let Stark see where this was going and not push out of respect for the memory of his dead mother.
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He shrugged as if that was that.
“Did she work on cryostasis? Is that why you still look like you’re in your late twenties after a few decades?”
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"Yeah, I think she had something to do with it. But she specialised in behaviour modification-- you know-- you know the Winter Soldier project was a HYDRA project."
Which means Maria Stark was HYDRA, that leap isn't hard to make, please don't make him spell it out.
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He wanted to make a joke but Bucky just kept going. He said HYDRA. HYDRA of all things. And that scared him, not because Bucky might have been abused or that the driving force of the Nazis had been alive and well at least into the fifties (and probably the seventies and eighties and nineties too considering his mother was still alive during those decades), but because that meant something no one could ever be asked to accept.
“So are you telling me that you’re HYDRA?” It was better to compartmentalize.
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It still felt sort of unreal to make that statement, because he had started to regain some vague memories of a man who had fought against HYDRA and would never have chosen to join their ranks. Of everything, even if it had been forced, that felt like a personal betrayal to Steve.
"I'm not now."
He was going to have to spell this out, wasn't he? Voice and eyes hard. "But she was, and she was the whole time I knew her."
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Worth it. So worth it. And it was much better than thinking that his mom was a Nazi.
Anger seeped out of him, collected on his skin, and forced the tension in his arm. He drew back. He clenched his fist. He swung.
The outcome wouldn’t matter, though the aggression would indeed trigger a call to Steve Rogers. Not that the blond could possibly get there in less than half an hour, even on his motorcycle.
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James allowed the punch to connect.
He had been hit by much worse than an ageing inventor without his power suit, and it barely even registered to him even though his jaw would bruise. His arms snapped up after that to attempt to grab Stark by the upper arms and hold him still.
"You asked for what I knew, I told you not to dig down that hole."
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“You’re lying,” Tony hissed, dangling like a fish at the end of Bucky’s hand as he struggled to get free. “You’re lying. You have no way of proving it. Just because you went Dark Side— Fuck you. Don’t involve my mom in your fascist bullshit!”
Technically, Tony wasn’t trying to involve himself in an effort to keep Bucky around, but his outburst and antics certainly would buy some time.
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It wasn't hard at all for him to keep Stark still, the man was no match for him in a straight physical contest and he would much rather keep him from attacking than fight back and risk causing damage.
"Why would I lie about that?"
Surely a lie only made sense if it benefited the person telling it, not caused them detriment like this truth did. He couldn't change what Maria Stark had been, and he had warned the younger Stark not to go digging, but all of that was being ignored now.
"I'm gonna let you go, and you're gonna let me walk out without trying anything dumb. Understand?"
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Yeah. No deal. Tony pulled again at the hand, feeling his skin bruised up already, and gritted his teeth. “I want proof. What proof do you have?”
Because just talking shit on his parents is something that happened an awful lot. This might well be no different but Tony wanted assurances otherwise.
He kept his voice low, but at least his muscles finally relaxed. He wouldn’t promise about not doing something dumb because he always did dumb things. It was his MO. But at least he’d hold off for the time being.
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But if Stark dug into it himself - and he had the means to now that he had a place to begin and the smarts to do it - and found the truth, it would be much harder to denounce as someone just trying to smear her name posthumously.
"I'm letting you go now, and I'm leaving."
Hopefully before Rogers showed up, not that he knew JARVIS had called in the cavalry.
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Right now, he was a HYDRA collaborator. By birth, by deed. His stomach ached and he ran a hand over his mouth.
HYDRA hadn’t existed for decades and now... now he was learning that was not the truth.
Steve would find him at work with his research, would find images of himself and Bucky before Bucky supposedly died, and all of the early members of SHIELD too. Screens were thrown up everywhere.
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Steve showed up ready for a fight, shield in hand ready, but found that Tony didn't seem to be in any immediate danger, though... why did he have a bunch of screens up about things that happened long ago? Like it always did, seeing Bucky's face made his stomach sink. That was the one thing he truly regretted, the friend he failed.
"...Tony? JARVIS called me, he said you needed some help. Everything okay, pal?"
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He moved some screens around and brought one down from the air to the desk in front of him, flicking through images of his father and his mother before they had died. Before he was born. He was so mad that he was leaving angry little streaks on the glass surface.
“What do you know about the Winter Soldier program?”
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Steve knew that Tony sometimes got a little funny if he got involved with a project and stayed awake too long, obsessing and getting lost in his own little world. But usually it was Pepper that had to deal with pulling him out of this, Steve was a bit out of his depth.
"Nothing," he shrugged. "Is it something you're working on?"
Why would he know about it? Unless Tony was worried someone in his company had leaked the information or something? God, he was so lost.
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His mother didn’t make waves at all. She was part of SHIELD, but she seemed like a background member. Her name was never mentioned without his father’s and Bucky seemed to think that this was her own project. His father never dealt in biological sciences so it just didn’t make sense.
“Think a little harder. It would be some sort of HYDRA code name.”
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Though the mention of them so unexpectedly couldn't stop a shiver going down his spine. They were what represented the worst of humanity to him, the festering limb inside the already despicable Nazi Party. They had tortured Bucky, left him different after even if neither of them had spoken about it.
"I don't know the name, are you sure of it?"
Winter Soldier? Definitely didn't ring any bells to him.
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“Happy early birthday. HYDRA isn’t gone. Might actually be part of SHIELD. Or SHIELD entirely. Jesus. Just sit. Stop hovering.” He pushes some of the screens towards a blank area of the desk, scratching lightly at the glass as he did it. His mind was too focused right now.
He couldn’t be careful. It wasn’t on his nature to be careful anyway.
“Look for a behavioral testing program on human beings. Some sort of... I don’t know. Some sort of initiative to change a person’s response patterns.” Bucky called it conditioning. Tony hated the word but said it anyway: “Conditioning.”
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He felt like he was missing huge parts of the puzzle here. Tony had to have a reason to suddenly suspect this, and to latch onto whatever this Winter Soldier project was. He glanced around the screens a bit helplessly, suddenly noticing that a lot of them seemed to contain his parents.
"...you don't think Howard would..."
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Thankfully, it didn’t look like there was any evidence for that. So far.
“I wouldn’t put a whole lot passed my dad,” Tony grumbled. “Listen, we’re doing this my way. We have a hypothesis. HYDRA is alive and well, possibly having infiltrated SHIELD, and there’s something called the Winter Soldier program aimed at likely weaponizing and brainwashing people. Got it? We’re looking for evidence to support or dismiss that theory, that’s it.”
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He sighed and took a seat at one of the screens, much slower in navigating the pages because of it not being a technology he was particularly used to, but thorough and focused.
It would be Tony that found the proof. Sort of.
A backdoor into some of SHIELD's files and then more backdoors and more encryption and-- a mention of the Winter Soldier project. Not much, just one short paragraph.
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He hated it. He hated every single moment of blazing white heat that reached through his chest to lick at his eyes. It hurt. All of it. And yet he could not say the words to indicate that he had discovered the problem.
Or that Bucky had not been lying.
He stood in the corner of the room, looking out at the city, and after pulling his phone from his pocket to call Pepper, decided against it and slipped it back into his pocket. This was bad enough without her good intentioned misunderstanding.
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For all they knew, this had been a project to design winter clothing to help soldiers deal better in cold climate combat. He hated that he didn't have the whole picture and was frustrated at Tony for keeping it from him.
"Tony..."
He rose and followed him to the window. "You're scared one of your folks was on the wrong side of this war, I get that, but if I'm gonna help you then you need to tell me what's going on."
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Tony’s shoulders hunch and he pinches the bridge of his nose.
“My whole Tower is compromised, Steve.” Not Rogers. Not Cap. Tony is in real danger of feeling something and that’s a big problem. He doesn’t do well with that.
“I’m going to show you something. And then we are going to track him down and get answers: J? Play back the last few hours of our visitor.”
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sorry had to nip out again, back now
Re: sorry had to nip out again, back now
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i don't have a nat account so pretend Bucky is Nat
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gdi I missed this ):
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