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I come from a land of ice and snow

Asgard sat atop the branches of Yggdrasil since time began, and little had changed in their society in the years since. Each Asgardian was long-lived into the millennia, their lands were fertile, their people brave and strong. They had their vassals, their allies, and their enemies. Yet even those who opposed them respected the might of the Golden Dias, and the royalty who sat upon it. Currently that was Odin Borson, though he grew weary more easily now and had begun to consider passing the throne to his eldest son.

He had been blessed with many children, but only two that he considered worthy of his lineage and status. His firstborn, Thor, strong and honourable and everything an Asgardian warrior should be. His second son, Loki, was not natural born, though none knew that but his wife. He was different, a creature of magic and mayhem, of sharp intelligence. Both were worthy, but together they would take Asgard to a new prosperity, he was certain of it.

Midgard, where the mortals dwelt, was a land raided every few centuries for stock. It was seen as a breeding ground, much like a corral for cattle. Mortals were lesser, short-lived and weak, they were fit only as slaves. The last raid had taken place when Loki had been but a baby, nearly a thousand years ago, but the mortals that had been taken had been bred and cared for so that a healthy slave population still thrived. Slaves were given a weakened mixture of Idunn's crop with their food, to extend their natural lives to at least a few centuries in order to make them worth the effort to train. They had no rights, but they were taught well that this was their natural position.

All slave children were raised in a central pen and taught the same when small, those that then displayed talent at cooking, riding, hunting, housework, artisan skills, or singing were then measured off to be specially trained for higher masters. Every five years those who could afford to buy a slave, or those of high enough status to simply demand them, came to the corral and chose. Those who were chosen were special, were envied, and those who were not ended up working the fields out in the far reaches of Asgard, the most menial of work.

Anthony and Steven had been friends since they were little and being raised in the large pens together. Both had excelled, Anthony at crafting and Steven at warrior's skills, but neither were chosen when they were five, nor ten, nor even fifteen. Now, at twenty, it was their final chance to be chosen before they would be assigned to one of the meanest farmers beyond the borders of the great capital. Steven woke Anthony as the dawn rose, mingled excitement and nerves on his face.

"Anthony! Wake up, I've got news! I heard the overseer talking to one of the passing guards, and Princes Thor and Loki are coming to the corral today."

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"I liked this a whole lot better in my armor," Tony said as they crouched in a cavern. So far, nothing had decided to eat them, which was nice, but he also was half frozen despite what Loki said. She had warded him, whatever that meant, but his bones felt thicker and heavier. He rubbed his hands together as he watched the princess pace. "We should just go to your dad."

It was the fourth time he'd suggested it but they were still here in the cave instead of in the nice, also cold palace of the King of Jotunheim. Fuck his life.

"I know you're worried about them coming back, but they won't. Listen. We've had enough to do with them. More than enough. They have their people back and didn't try to take us all. We have to cut our losses and work on finding a new home."

But he felt sorry for the princess too. She looked so young and so at a loss. They'd brought evil into their universe, and all because she wanted to help some mortals.

Loki was afraid.

She was afraid of the foolish mistake she had made and what the repercussions might be on all of them, but more than that, she was afraid to analyse her own behaviour and discover why she had more cowardice than she thought. She had not stood to face her foes when her deceptions were laid bare, she had fled without a moment's thought to the land of her people like a scared child.

That she still was a child in many ways seemed no excuse. Helblindi never would have fled, but then nor would he have got himself into such a situation in the first place. She was ashamed, and that made her stubborn.

"If they follow there will be war. They will keep coming and we will have to fight until one of our entire branches of Yggdrasil is destroyed, such-- chaos, such death, that is not what should have come from offering succour to mortals."

He knew what that fast talking meant because he'd done it for years when he had nothing else to say. It threw people off, it kept them away. You just put enough blase truth in there and people sort of put their hands up and let you do you. He wasn't going to let Loki stew in her own mistakes, even if they all centered around trying to help his people.

He stood and wrapped his arms around the much smaller princess, hunching a bit to drop his chin onto her shoulder. He let his forehead press to her long neck and he sighed.

"Let's think smart. We both like to believe that we're the smartest and wittiest people on our planets but sometimes we have to rely on other people. Like now. So think like an evil version of yourself. What would you do if you wanted to find you? You'd go to your home and ferret you out, right? You're on your home turf but he's older than you are and probably is better with magic than you are. So what we really need is more fire power. You've got a stupidly strong husband to be and a sorceress for a future mother in law. I think we need to go there."

She stiffened as his arms closed around her, but only for a moment before she leaned back into his embrace. There was something very odd about him, she had befriended him far faster than she normally would with any other and he fed into her true self as if they were destined to be side by side. It was unfair that he was a mere mortal and would live only a fraction of the time she would.

"We may have already brought war to Jotunheim's doorstep, you think we should bring that war to Asgard as well? We do not even know that he has followed us, but-- we can find out, we can find him and discover what he is doing."

Reconnaissance.

That was not so foolish an idea, right? And it would delay the time until she had to tell anyone of her failings.

"Do you have some sort of magic for that?" Because if she did that meant that he would as well. Tony really didn't like that at all. He was without his armor here and was more or less useless. And he hated that too.

All he needed was some metal, some connectivity, but he was out of his element here.

Or was he?

"I need some supplies. I can make something mechanical. If you can point the direction to go, we can watch them with something that can't be traced back to you," Tony said, already pulling off his shirt.

There were some backup parts in the reactor he could use but he still needed a shell.

"Do you have any pots and pans?"

"Perhaps, I can't locate him specifically with magic, but I know my realm. It will be easier for me to find a seidr signature that does not belong here than it will for him to be able to find one among the many that do belong."

Like spotting an apple in a bowl of oranges, whereas she was just another orange within that bowl. This was her realm and her people, she was Jotnar. It would be easier still if he had brought any others with him, ones who might not be able to hide their magical signature so easily.

The second request, though, that brought her up short in confusion.

"I have naught with me, you know we fled here with nothing. There are small villages within a day from here, they would give us all we needed, why do you ask?"

"Because I'm going to stop being lazy and letting you do everything." Tony could have asked for Loki to just use magic but that would give her magical signature away. Tony had learned enough about how all of that worked, and he understood that when dealing with yourself, you needed to think outside of the box, to know that it was problematic for Loki to just try to find that evil version of herself. Even if it might be easy, it would leave her open.

And for all he knew, they were already on Asgard making a mess of things anyway. Once Loki pinged the people she was sure were trying to find them, she would need to go off grid and that made Tony's invention important. He doubted that the Asgardians would understand what a miniature drone was, and if Tony had a few hours, he could make it small enough that no one even noticed. So back went his shirt over his head.

"Lead the way. Somewhere were no one is going to ask questions. And I'm going to need your help disconnecting enough of my own power source to make our little bug move."

It took only a few hours to hit an outlier village and he and Loki slipped into what looked like an ice mound and ended up being a store room. There were hooks there for fishing and baskets full of twine and that was all that Tony needed to get to work building his quarter sized mechanical bug. Infused with Loki's sorcery, it could remotely monitor the people following them...even they even were.

Which led to the most important part of the whole thing....getting the wiring done. He popped open the reactor, which led into a large tube filled with clear lubricant that allowed for connectivity between the reactor and the electromagnet at the base of the socket. "Your hands are little. I need you to reach in here and yank out the yellow wire."

Loki did not feel shame for taking the material they needed in order to work, she would leave enough compensation here to recover any losses ten times over. And if they were found or disturbed, the lines of lineage on her true skin would be enough to have any villages keen to do her bidding and assist her in whatever she wanted. Though she would have to shift forms for that to work, she had remained in mortal skin in order to not burn her companion until now.

"Will this not damage you?"

She knew very little about mechanics. She was a sorcerer, her craft was with seidr and not with machines, she was no dwarven craftsman. But even she knew that something that resided within a person, especially over the heart, should not be something so easily trifled with.

Though if he assured her otherwise, she would do as she was bidden. She had no fear of what might come from putting her hand inside another body, only that it might harm him in doing so.

"It'll hurt, probably. But there's enough redundancies built in that I'll be all right until we get back." It was time for an upgrade anyway and what better way to do that than having a necessity for it? "Just the yellow and-- Wait. Alien eyes... Uh... What do you see when I say yellow?" There was nothing yellow here at all and Tony wrinkled his nose. "Uh, make your skin look yellow?"

Thankfully, it seemed that the colors translated properly...and maybe he should really get some help if seeing Loki turn her whole self yellow was a turn on.

He knew he was weird, but man.

"Okay, good to go. One big yank. Try not to let the edges touch any of those washers in there."

He was prepared for the sting and the sudden rejection of the current before it recalibrated itself. It would be about thirty seconds of cardiac arrest and while that sucked, he'd lived through longer.

Loki trusted Tony when he said that this would hurt a little but would ultimately not be cause for concern, if it turned out that he lied to her then she would hunt him down into the afterlife only to make sure he suffered her wrath. It was an odd thing to make her skin yellow, it did not feel natural, but it was gone soon enough.

At least she could alter her fingers and hand to be more suitable for the task, even slimmer and smaller than they were naturally with fingertips that were designed to clip and hold wires carefully. It helped make the process a lot smoother than when Pepper had to help, the yellow wire coming free without touching the washers within a few seconds.

She watched him carefully as it came out, her hand returning to normal.

"You are still well?"

Though Tony didn't speak as he felt the way his body immediately quieted down, the constant hum of his own blood running through his body and pounding in his ears eerily absent, he did nod. Working quickly before he felt the first stab of his heart seize up, he shoved the rest of the wires back into the socket and screwed the reactor back into place.

It was blinking now instead of that slow, steady pulse of light that Loki would now be familiar with from the number of times she'd seen him shirtless. The cold hit him first, and after that, the pain of drawing in a breath smacked him firmly against the face. He groaned and leaned forward, gripping the rim of the reactor.

If Loki came to help, or to touch him, or even looked concerned, he'd just shake his head.

It was the longest thirty seconds he'd experienced in awhile but when the reactor started to burn a steady blue once more, the color in Tony's cheeks returned and he sat back, sucking on his tongue to build moisture back up in his mouth.

"Okay, let's not do that again," he muttered, holding his hand out for the wire.

Loki held the yellow wire out of his reach in fingers that were now bright blue to keep him from snatching it at risk to his own skin. She was scowling down at him, though he might know her well enough to see some of the fear behind bright red eyes. She had thought that he was dying, he had gone grey and whey as if all the life were leeching out of him in that half minute.

"You told me that it would not harm you."

She was furious, half tempted to destroy this blasted yellow wire in a fit of pique, though she wouldn't do that if it needed to go back inside him.

"You lied to me, Tony Stark, and I will not lose you for a lie. Take out your mechanical heart again, I will place this back where it belongs."

"Woah, hey, I'm fine!" He held up both hands, palms outward, a little smirk on his lips. He didn't need to be a genius to understand what was going on here. He could see the fear in Loki's eyes, even when they were a shade of blood red Crimson. "I told you that this keeps my heart going. Well that wire is redundant. It's a backup for a backup. But taking it out like that means that the device momentarily," and he stressed that, "shuts itself off. But look? See? It's back on."

He didn't stupidly try to reach for Loki when her skin was a dazzling blue. He wasn't Thor and he couldn't make stupid, grand gestures like that.

"Everything is working just fine. I promise. And we need this wire for more than being a backup-backup, okay?" He held out his hand for it, the little metal bug he crafted sitting on the table in front of him. "Not a lot of time here, Princess."

"Does that not mean that you need this wire to power your very life should others fail? That does not seem like a wire that you can live without."

She kept it still in her hand and even took a step back and away from him, pure fury and indignation written over every part of him.

"Do you think that we are without technology on our poor primitive ice world? Did you not think that if you asked, such things might be found without placing yourself at risk? Fool!"

"I need to do something! I can't just follow you around like a puppy. I know what I'm doing!" He hadn't meant to about, but he felt a lot better now that he was. She'd called him a coward. Him. A guy that had survived far more than she herself simply by thinking his way out of situations. "I want to do this. And I want you to be safe! The moment you use magic, he's going to know where you are!"

Tony slammed his fist down on the hard crystal table as he stood and marched himself over to take that wire. Foolish, really. One touch from her like this could seriously injure him.

He knew that, but passion overtook reason. And logic evidently.

"Let me do this!"

Perhaps this was one of the reasons that they were too much like each other, when their tempers took over and they acted rashly and even dangerously without much care for themselves. Loki looked for a moment as though she might simply let him take that wire and get burned for his troubles, but she changed her skin just at the moment before he could touch.

"I do not think you are nothing but a following and useless addition, I meant that you should have asked for your metal wire, some could have been found that did not need to be taken from your chest."

Idiot.

"I do not think you can do nothing, but nor do I wish for you to use your heart to save us."

"I promise you that I will fix it when I get back," Tony said, pulling the yellow wire from her fingertips before he lightly wrapped his arm around her to give her half a hug. "And I'll show you how to fix it too in case there's ever a problem. Deal?"

Loki wouldn't be at his side forever, but she was brilliant and curious and capable and Tony wouldn't be around forever himself. His people would need his knowledge passed down. Why not have that keeper of his knowledge be a veritable God who might well live forever?

Tony carefully brushed his fingers through the longer lengths of Raven hair before pulling back and sitting back at the little bug he had spent so much time making.

A little bit of the wiring from the yellow connector caused it to buzz to life and hover over the desk. His grin was wide.

"Okay. She's ready. Now we just need to know where to send her." He was not expecting that the other Loki would be so close by though.

This sort of intricate craftwork was just as stunning as anything she had ever seen at the Free Markets of Vanaheim provided by the dwarves. She had no idea that the mortals could produce someone so skilled, but she dearly wished to take him to Alfheim and have him perform his work for the craftsmen there. Perhaps they would even apprentice him, the first of another race to gain that honour in millennia?

But for now they had to focus on other things.

She blew gently on the little winged creature and felt the spark of seidr, the idea of what to track, leave her and imprint on the electrical buzzing drone on front of them. If it hovered uncertainly then they would know that the Loki they sought had not followed them to Jotunheim, but if it had a direction... then they had a quarry to pursue.

Watching the shiny metal bug zip out through the window made two hearts sink and Tony glanced up at Loki gravely before he tuned in the handheld radio that would get a signal in once the quarry had been found. And it wouldn't take too much time either for voice to come through the radio.

Loki and Anthony had retired to their own tent. It was small, which made it feel even smaller for Thor, likely, in the tent across the way. Each were warmed through intrinsic magic woven into their fibers.

They'd been at this for about a day now, moving slowly and letting Loki get a fix in on where his other self was. Each puff of seidr used by his double gave him a momentary glimpse but that glimpse was always fleeting. Anthony could tell Loki was frustrated and maybe Thor could too because he had suggested to set up camp long before anyone had grown weary.

He sat cross legged facing Loki on his furs, unaware of the tiny metallic addition to the wall of their tent, and ignored the sounds of pleasure from the other tent nearby.

"Steven is happy," he said, trying to broach the topic to his master.

It would probably be deeply uncomfortable for Tony to hear the voice of his counterpart through the bug as well, almost identical to his own but for the lilt of his accent that marked him as being from Asgard.

Loki was unaware of the bug, he was attuned to the change of seidr in the air and the possibility of attack from Frost Giants, not from a mechanical bug with only the tiniest trace of magic about it. Even if he had seen it, he would not have known what it was and might even have assumed that it was another of the little toys that Anthony sometimes made with his spare pieces of equipment and what Loki allowed him to buy.

"Naturally, he and Thor have not to worry about being overheard here, they may indulge in one another to their heart's content."

He raised an eyebrow at Anthony, knowing full well what he was getting at but almost demanding that he be brave enough to voice it aloud if he wanted Loki to acknowledge it.

Shifting on the furs, Anthony watched the somewhat disinterested face that his master put forth towards him. He knew that was on purpose. And he knew what that eyebrow meant too, but Anthony's bravery was less at stake here than his heart way. Better to be a coward and keep whatever happiness he had, right? He and Loki would return to their usual antics once this campaign was over. There was no need to voice this.

And yet, as Steven's voice called for his Prince to fill him, and Anthony could do nothing but roll his eyes as another cry offered answer to Thor's response, he couldn't help but step out onto the frozen lake. Maybe that was not the best metaphor considering where they were but it was apt just the same.

Anthony didn't believe himself invulnerable, but he believed that Loki would always come for him. No matter what Bruce had cautioned. Loki would grasp him and bring him towards the air if he fell through this ice. He was sure of it.

"Steven knows his place. He had difficulty defying his master even for that master's own good. He is loyal. He never thinks himself better than the other Midgardians, even if his station warrants it. He loves his master with his whole heart and his whole soul and yet he wants nothing more than to stay in his service and to be allowed to continue to serve." Anthony's eyes were heated. "He and I are very different in all ways except for that. Our desires match."

Loki knew what was being asked of him without words, whether there was true depth of feeling of the sort that was not allowed, or whether he was just a slave that Loki was more fond of like Odin had been of Bruce. The sort who would gain favours and might share his furs, who would be followed in the impulsiveness of youth, but who would eventually fade without true marks on the heart.

He should not voice anything. It was against his usual nature to be so open anyway, he preferred to keep his emotion to himself for he felt it was easier to manipulate that way. But did he need to manipulate Anthony? He owned his very life, he would die on a whim for him, he did not need lies or falsehood to change his opinion.

He took a step out onto the frozen lake to join Anthony, though his gaze was on the far shore while he spoke.

"You will always be allowed to serve me and remain by my side, and I will always come for you. These words will be said but once in your lifetime, so etch them in your mind and remember them well. I take you to my bed not because you are the most appealing of bedsport partners, and I allow you into my life not because you are the ideally obedient slave, but because you possess my heart. Were you Aesir, I would take you for my consort, but you are not. The grief I showed in destroying my chambers would have been naught in comparison to the destruction I would have razed had you died."

His gaze flicked to Anthony's face, eyes bright green and intense in the darkness.

"I hope that has satisfied your wants, for I will not be repeating myself."

That was far more than Anthony had wanted. He thought he might get an embrace or a verbal acceptance that his feelings were not unwanted, but to have Loki more than willing to say those things left his heart an aching mess. He was startled, fingers clutching furs, before his brain caught up with him and his mouth was once more able to be used as something other than a fly trap.

He moved forward, reaching for his Master, and kissed him for the first time in their relatively long time together, for a Midgardian at least. It was sweet and soft, a brush of lips and nothing more. Anthony did know his place. He was not Aesir. He was not Loki's consort. He was his slave, his servant, and never even close to his equal.

"Thankfully, I have a good memory." Even as he pulled back, even after learning that he had the most precious gift of all, he didn't feel like his equal either. "I would never be able to serve you as your consort as I do now. I am happy for everything I am to you," Anthony said, sitting back down with Loki upon his lips. "And the only thing I will ever want for the rest of my life is to be allowed to stay at your side. The rest is gravy."

Loki allowed the kiss because he knew that Anthony understood implicitly what Thor and Steven had to be taught, that discretion would be needed. His Anthony would never shame them by embracing him where others could see or acting in an unseemly way when it came to affection. They flaunted the rules in other ways, but never in this one, and it's why they understood each other so well.

He rested his hand on the small of Anthony's back when he pulled away, eyes bright and searching.

"You have been out of sorts since I came for you. Tell me what it is that troubles you, did they mistreat you dreadfully?"

Sitting with the Princess, Tony couldn’t help but roll his eyes. He already knew that these two had that sort of relationship, though perhaps not so intimately. He knew the younger version of himself was completely brainwashed and no matter how it sounded, he wasn’t going to buy any other explanation. Not now at least. He rubbed a hand down his face and glanced at the girl beside him. Loki was asking about mistreatment and Tony was pretty sure that there was going to be a whole lot of exaggeration in the answer. He wouldn’t be surprised at all by anything that was said.

Anthony had paused. He and Loki were still touching, but it was minor and familiar, nothing that would be seen as strange, that was for sure. He considered the question thoughtfully. “Not exactly. They were too disorganized. They seperated us into these two large homes with plenty of space to sleep and bathe, but forgot to bring us food until I spoke to their Steven. The deaths of the other Midgardians seemed to have been eiother accidental or the work of just a few of them. Steven is their leader and he was both shocked and upset by it. He planned to put us on trial and likely would have executed us, but he seemed sorry to do it. He’s as sinsere as our own Steven. I saw very few other Midgardians. While we made a case to assure our captives and explain their role in our camp, they left us without information for days. It was unpleasant but not intentionally cruel.”

Tony actually ended up being surprised by that after all. “They’re still gonna try to kill us, but that was nice of him,” he murmured.

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