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I come from a land of ice and snow

Asgard sat atop the branches of Yggdrasil since time began, and little had changed in their society in the years since. Each Asgardian was long-lived into the millennia, their lands were fertile, their people brave and strong. They had their vassals, their allies, and their enemies. Yet even those who opposed them respected the might of the Golden Dias, and the royalty who sat upon it. Currently that was Odin Borson, though he grew weary more easily now and had begun to consider passing the throne to his eldest son.

He had been blessed with many children, but only two that he considered worthy of his lineage and status. His firstborn, Thor, strong and honourable and everything an Asgardian warrior should be. His second son, Loki, was not natural born, though none knew that but his wife. He was different, a creature of magic and mayhem, of sharp intelligence. Both were worthy, but together they would take Asgard to a new prosperity, he was certain of it.

Midgard, where the mortals dwelt, was a land raided every few centuries for stock. It was seen as a breeding ground, much like a corral for cattle. Mortals were lesser, short-lived and weak, they were fit only as slaves. The last raid had taken place when Loki had been but a baby, nearly a thousand years ago, but the mortals that had been taken had been bred and cared for so that a healthy slave population still thrived. Slaves were given a weakened mixture of Idunn's crop with their food, to extend their natural lives to at least a few centuries in order to make them worth the effort to train. They had no rights, but they were taught well that this was their natural position.

All slave children were raised in a central pen and taught the same when small, those that then displayed talent at cooking, riding, hunting, housework, artisan skills, or singing were then measured off to be specially trained for higher masters. Every five years those who could afford to buy a slave, or those of high enough status to simply demand them, came to the corral and chose. Those who were chosen were special, were envied, and those who were not ended up working the fields out in the far reaches of Asgard, the most menial of work.

Anthony and Steven had been friends since they were little and being raised in the large pens together. Both had excelled, Anthony at crafting and Steven at warrior's skills, but neither were chosen when they were five, nor ten, nor even fifteen. Now, at twenty, it was their final chance to be chosen before they would be assigned to one of the meanest farmers beyond the borders of the great capital. Steven woke Anthony as the dawn rose, mingled excitement and nerves on his face.

"Anthony! Wake up, I've got news! I heard the overseer talking to one of the passing guards, and Princes Thor and Loki are coming to the corral today."

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Not anyone he wanted to.

He had never managed to get the blond that he had really wanted, and he never would. So that was two that slipped through his net, though he could hardly blame Peggy for preferring Steve, he thought most of the girls back then had been idiots not to prefer him when he was clearly the better catch.

The Soldier quirked an eyebrow, but he didn't argue much.

"You have twelve hours to give me a reason," he said, and he would hold Steve to that deadline pretty severely, even that was a generous amount of time. But for now he shifted to show Steve how he had figured out which the life support controls were, gravity, and how to open communication channels with other vessels on their frequency. Not that he planned on doing that at all.

Twelve hours didn't seem fair for coming up with a full blown out plan but Steve took it. He wasn't going to make a fuss over how arbitrary that was. He knew that Bucky likely was acting with autonomy for the first time in a very long time and so he would just follow along with him.

Mostly. Until his plan wasn't good enough. And then there would be fighting. It was just in their cards, nothing he could directly help, unfortunately.

"Feels like we're in a dime book," Steve said after awhile. He was smart, had always been smart, and the serum helped him along with that but it was still an amazing feat that everything ended up making some sense to him in the end.

Life support. He was grinning every time he thought of it, despite what that meant. He was just a little slower on the language study than Bucky was because he didn't have a background in linguistics like his friend now did.

"Listen. I'm going to find out if there's food on this thing. And if there is, I'm going to eat a lot of it. I'll come back in... Four hours. Hopefully with a plan you like." He mostly just wanted to sleep, though. But sleep wasn't going to help his friends.

Four hours and a full belly later had Steve brighter eyed than he had been. He'd cleaned off his face and washed his hands and his hair too and while he might still be in dirty clothes because he refused to wear anything he'd found in any of the rooms, he looked a thousand times better.

"We need to get Tony out first. He'll be able to figure out how to get this thing to jam the communications of the other ships," Steve said, hands on his hips. "So we will make a targeted strike to where he's held. Anyone we can free, we will. They'll be able to help us and create a diversion. Our mission will be to bring Stark on board and get out of here as quickly as possible."

The Soldier didn't sleep.

Though he hadn't slept in a long time, and though he was bone tired, he refused to sleep until he knew that Steve was properly safe. He had a mission, and that took priority over literally anything else, even the needs of his own body. He'd continue on long past the point where he should have collapsed from dehydration or exhaustion, and never let on that he was hurting.

That plan was... terrible.

"That's not a plan, Steve," he said, slightly annoyed. "That's telling me that someone else might have a plan if we can get him out. It's flawed, I've been watching all three of you and he's broken."

He doesn't think that Stark or Barton have it left in them to be productive or care what happens to them or anyone else.

Maybe now was not the time for tough love but Steve found himself annoyed at how easily his compatriots could be dismissed. "He's not broken. He was drugged. And caged. They said the same thing about you, too. And I didn't let that stop me. And look at you now." He didn't mean to say that he felt responsible for Bucky's breakthroughs, just that the man wasn't as broken as he seemed to think he was. Or, he was able to work and formulate a plan even while being broken. Steve wasn't a semantics sort of guy. "I've seen what he can do. He's better than his dad ever was and Howard could do some pretty amazing things."

It was a shame that Tony wasn't there to hear the praise. That alone might snap him out of this mess.

"There's only two of us here, pal. So yeah. To make this plan work, we are going to need some help. Would you feel better if it was more covert? We can extract Stark." And Clint. "We can get the rest on our next pass. Take a bigger ship. Work with me here, Buck."

He was supposed to be calling him James but that was almost impossible.

Steve certainly knew how to hit so that it would hurt, so that the blows would land. Was he broken? Yes, he had been feeling and remembering some odd things, but he didn't think he was malfunctioning that badly, not if he were able to still fulfil a mission, even if the parameters had been set by him.

"Just Stark, covert."

He would allow that concession and he didn't chide Steve for calling him Buck, even though the name made it feel like there were fingernails running over his brain on the inside of his skull.

"We take this ship somewhere safe first, establish a base, then go back for Stark."

Steve didn’t like to wait, but sometimes he knew that it was more strategic to do so. Falling back was not a retreat in the full sense of the word, it was meant as a way to gain perspective and come back hitting harder than ever. “Is there anything in the ship’s computers that tells us where might be safe?”

It turned out that there were many habitable moons all along the corridor between the destination that Bucky had initially picked and their starting point. There were even some outside of their plotted course. All had beautiful write ups and holographic (well, magical, but Steve couldn’t wrap his head around that) images to go with them. Steve pointed out two that would work. One looked like it sported abandoned mining towns, likely abandoned when whatever resource they had been after ran out. The other looked lush and had overgrown settlements.

“Maybe it’s….for farming? Like how they used to tell us in school that it makes sense to let fields lie fallow for a few years between harvests to rebuild the soil?”

He wasn’t sure which he liked better but both had buildings and resources to live on and looked safe.

Looking deeper into both moons suggested was something that had to be done before one was chosen, the Soldier was far too cautious to want to just go to an unknown place without getting all the information first. Further research using the thing which he equated to a computer but which was obviously magical, indicated that the mining towns had been driven out by a poisonous gas from the mines. No good.

But the other moon, the overgrown and lush one, had simply been abandoned by the residents when they had managed to secure a larger and even more profitable moon to farm their produce on. This one was perfectly inhabitable, with wildlife and plants both fit to support life.

"This one," he said, already inputting the new data that would change their course. "I'll leave you to set up a base and go back for Stark, it'll be easier to infiltrate on my own."

“Buck.” Nails on a brain or not, Steve couldn’t help himself. “No. Listen. I look like his… I have a double there. I get that you have a lot of covert training, but I can get away with walking around there without anyone really noticing me. I’ll just need you to buzz off my hair.” He had fought against his double on the shop that ultimately saw his Thor’s demise and he knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that they were twins, right down to eye color. There was also a small scar on the other Steve’s forehead right over his eyebrow from who knew what, but that could be faked. He’d seen some pretty amazing films with special effects makeup so realistic that Natasha Romanoff had had to calm him down that it was all fake.

But if done correctly, no one would question him going into the place where Stark and Barton were held. The other Tony was a frequent visitor so why would the other Prince’s… He couldn’t even think the word and the thought died after. He didn’t need to finish anyway to know what he wanted to do.

“We’ll set up our base and you’ll take me back. I’ll get Stark.” And Barton…and anyone else he could get easily. “And we’ll meet up with you. That way you can monitor the situation. That’s the best way to do it. We can argue some more when we get…wherever that place is called.”

It looked beautiful and foreign, not like Europe from the war but something more exotic and Other. He was a little excited to explore it.

"No," he replied, just as firm on his decisions as Steve was. "I know about infiltration and that won't work."

Perhaps if he'd had his memories then he might have listed off the reasons with a little more sensitivity and kindness than he did, but right then he just wanted to make sure that Steve understood why this was how it had to be. If he didn't, then he could always be rendered unconscious and left behind, but he'd prefer not to do that.

"You have to be able to speak the Aesir language, you don't. The other Steve is a breeder at the moment, he doesn't have business going from the breeder compounds, so you would be noticed. You're not good at acting, you'd never be able to play along with slavery or step aside if someone was getting hurt and you needed to get to your objective."

Lots of good reasons why Steve would not make a good person to infiltrate the training moon.

"I can do it, you set up a base."

How could Steve be annoyed at any of that? Bucky was right. He knew him, he knew him better than Steve knew himself, even if his mind wasn’t entirely…whole. The blond searched Bucky’s face before he sighed and dropped back into a seat. The skiff was already headed towards that jungle moon, towards what might end up being the new home for humanity if they couldn’t figure out a way back. At least it would be home for now.

“Okay… But I’m piloting then.” He didn’t want to be left behind. Which meant he was getting another concussion out of all of this. “We’ll have some time to learn the language anyway. You’ll teach me.” If he only got a few phrases down, that would be enough, anything that might be needed should he be queried on the training moon.

Of course, Bucky didn’t really need to teach him anything if he was just going to be whacked again. It was sort of amazing how trusting Steve was of his friend.

“Why don’t you get something to eat? There’s a lot of protein down there in the galley. It’s all pretty good. You could use it. Do we…can we just leave the ship going on it’s own? Because I think I want to wash our clothes.” They had, if he was reading the panel right, about a day to the jungle moon.

He confirmed that the ship would, indeed, pilot itself if they left it to its own devices, and that they should reach the jungle moon in a little under ten hours. Enough time for food, bathing, and rest. Also study of the language and skiff, since Steve believed he was coming piloting on the mission, and the Soldier didn't see a reason to tell him that wasn't the case and provoke an argument.

It would be much simpler to knock him out if he didn't see it coming.

He didn't sleep. But he did eat and sit for a while in a more rested state, so that when the moon came into view and they landed he was more alert. It was stunning, all lush green fields and rolling lakes, some ocean, some mountains, like a more primordial earth, back before humans had wrecked it all. There were settlements, though, and power with technology built carefully into the land to provide heating, fresh water, and lights with power sources that humanity had never discovered for themselves.

The skiff had barely landed before the Soldier aimed a hard punch at the back of Steve's head. Should he be successful, the poor bastard would wake up to a headache and a lot of supplies having been dumped on the surface for him, and no Bucky.

As unprepared as he was for that blow, Steve was even less prepared to be woken up by the sounds of the skiff leaving the atmosphere and something vaguely catlike licking his face. He sat up quickly, glad no one heard the little yell given in surprise at the large eyed, overly fluffy creature rubbing against his knee, and watched Bucky go. He couldn’t say he was angry exactly, just disappointed.

“Don’t leave me here alone,” he called up to the skiff as it disappeared into the deep purple sky before he picked himself up and left the little animal behind to forage for itself. He spent the next few hours checking out the entire settlement, playing with the incredible biological technology of the people that used to live here, and, after selecting a secure place to rest, cleaned up the room and the way to get there before he hauled up the left supplies and took a nap.

That he dreamed of Bucky Barnes would not surprise anyone.

Tony, however, wasn’t really dreaming of anything. He was sat in the corner, scowling at the doorway. “It’s been three days,” Probably. Time got away from him when he was asleep or…otherwise engaged. “Rogers isn’t back yet.” That wasn’t good at all.

The Soldier was an expert at getting in and out of places unobserved, it was how he had managed to stay a ghost, a legend in the assassination community. He made sure to cloak the skiff and land it in an area used for warriors to practise their skills, somewhere that would be abandoned during the night cycle and therefore safer.

He arrived at the cages where Clint and Tony were being killed just as the smaller man started moaning about Steve still being gone.

"Stand back from the bars," he said, the only indication of his presence before he began to bend the bars of the cage back with his reinforced vibranium arm. "Steve sent me for Stark."

Sorry, Barton.

While Tony wasn’t in a position to argue at the moment, he didn’t trust Steve’s crazy in the head friend and he was not, at all, going to just blindly go with the guy. But Clint? Well he was already on his feet. He did pause when Bucky mentioned he was only here for one of them.

“Screw that,” Clint said. “I’m coming with.” He was by far the stealthier of the two anyway and even if Bucky didn’t take him, what would keep him from leaving? “You’re not leaving me here.”

Tony felt himself nodding along. “Not leaving either of us.” His skin was pale, his eyes were hollow and that light in his chest just made his eyes glow uncomfortably like a man possessed. If this was really escape-- Well, he didn’t need to trust Bucky. Either they’d get out or they would die. Generally speaking, Tony didn’t believe in that last option but he’d never been faced with this particular way of life.

Ife he was killed? That would be fine too.

“Now hurry up. Where are we going?”

The Soldier stepped back from the bars once they were bent enough to allow the two men to slip through, and then immediately turned to begin walking back the way he had come. He had a plotted route which, if they followed him directly, would be safe to get back to the skiff. Of course, he couldn't accurately predict if these idiots would obey and follow him properly.

"Shut up. Silence, follow my steps exactly."

He would tell them everything once they got to the skiff and were safely in space, they'd have nearly a full day to discuss things then before they reached a moon with Steve (who was probably very angry about all of this).

As unlikely as the whole thing was, no one at all noticed the three scurrying anywhere. Sure, there were people out and about, but they were all focused on themselves and had no real desire to step out of the comfort them found themselves in to break the mold and start a fight of any sort. Since no one knew that James had defected and stolen the copy of Steven and the small skiff that Loki and the healed wounded used to arrive here a few weeks after the rest from Asgard, and since Thor had nursed his pride with anger and kept mostly to himself as if he was trying to steer clear of the actual Steven during this time of feast and joy, there was no reason to question any skulking.

Loki might eventually realize that they were one boat short, but it had been a fluke to have it arrive late and with the whole fleet docked appropriately, and Loki busy in his pleasures of command, there was no need to go poking around a ship that would be of little worth until the end of the training year.

Once on board, and once the mystery of the skiff taking off into space died down, Clint and Tony filtered away from the bridge to find spaces of their own. Both men were more interested in showering and eating than anything else.

Ten hours from the jungle moon, and ten hours back again, Bucky would be gone just long enough for Steve to get over his anger and for his worry to set in. He’d done a good job of making his own little place on the top floor of what might have been a four story grain silo or perhaps a place of worship free of dirt and encroaching plant life, but even manual labor didn’t provide him with a lot of ability to shift his thoughts elsewhere. Especially when there was running water and plumbing and light sources already in place. Other than tidying up, there was nothing more to do for survival.

Except, perhaps, think about what to do when rations were depleted… His metabolism was high enough that he ate four or five times what a normal person required. That meant that he’d be going through a lot of this quickly. He…no. They. As soon as Bucky and his friends returned, it would be they.

Both Clint and Tony would be treated to the very brief description of where they were going 'an uninhabited moon', and why 'because Steve demanded they be rescued', and then clammed up and basically refused to talk to either of them again. He spent much of the time trying to figure out who he was now that he had rejected his last handler and gained some sense of autonomy again.

Perhaps this was the best he would be.

When he got his memories back more fully, and he could actually start to feel the effects from the traumas that had happened to him, it wouldn't be pretty. So for now, mostly emotionless, he could cope. Steve would probably be really relieved when the skiff came into view and landed back where he had been dropped off the day before, disgorging Clint, Tony, and Bucky without any of them looking worse for wear.

He looked over at the three other men and backed off a step.

"I'm going hunting," was all he said, before he was gone.

"Buck, wait--!" Steve called, but it was too late and he had Tony and Clint to deal with, so he turned his attention back to them, trying not to look too much like he wanted to run after his friend. "I mean-- hey, welcome to our new hope for humanity."

“I already guessed that hell would look like being stuck with you two forever,” Tony said, hands on his hips as he looked up at the place they had watched through mucked up, vine covered glass Steve descend stairs made out of what looked to be hematite. He wasn’t sure what to make of this place. It was something out of a souped up Avatar film, buildings rising out of the jungle, but also part of that jungle too. It looked like what might happen to, say, a small city like Savannah, Georgia in two hundred years after every person left and the wild took over again. You could still make out row homes, taller ‘office’ buildings (if this culture had such things), and the edges of parks or fields beneath the canopy of foliage that obscured the hard lines of man-made material.

Questions concerning what happened to the people here reached his mind but not his lips. He cared enough to be curious but not to satisfy his curiosity. Besides, he was secretly hoping for dinosaurs or giant apes taking over the place. Maybe he shouldn’t have read so many Michael Crichton novels during his downtime because he hated the funky science in them and liked to notate the pages of Pepper’s books.

“Are there lights…?” The sky was darkening slowly as the moon ducked behind it’s gas giant planet, and beneath the ivy and grasses, pinpricks of light looked like they were popping on. It was beautiful and weird. “What’s the power source?”

Bucky mentioned that Steve specifically requested his freedom… But what was the point if all of the engineering here was already sound?

It was so good to see Clint and Tony again. Maybe they hadn't been a team for that long, maybe they couldn't be counted as 'good friends', but they were allies and they were part of a hope that could come to pass for everyone trapped in that place. Steve was determined, this wasn't over just because they were out.

"I'm not sure, but it seems some sort of natural power source, everything is so caught up in the trees and things surrounding this place."

He led them both to the possible grain storage place that he had cleaned out and managed to fit up four beds in, and sat at the table to tear into some of the food while he talked.

"I know it's a long shot, and there's only four of us, but we have to try and take down what they're doing. Tony, we're going to need ways to completely jam their tech, Clint, anything that can fire multiple projectiles... we've got a base here we can work with, but this isn't enough."

“Jumping right in, Cap?” Clint didn’t seem all that impressed. He understood the need to get moving, but he also felt human for the first time in months getting a shower that wasn’t just a shared sponge and water replaced every morning when breakfast was delivered. “Think we can catch a nap or do you want me scouting around the terrain looking for good wood to make a bow?”

That was something he’d never done, but if he could shoot with the best, and create his own projectiles, he could absolutely make a bow. Even if Stark would be the better candidate for the hardware here. He knew that the engineer was starting to look a little haggard. Whatever wonder the ship held, whatever wonder this moon held, it was wearing out it’s welcome. Tony blinked up at Steve and then turned on his heels and marched towards one of the other more or less obscure buildings. A faint purple glow was coming from what probably had been windows before the foliage knocked the glass out and nearly shuttered each with leaves.

Was he running away for right now? He sure as hell was. This was all too much for him. And he needed a little bit of solice.

He just wished he had JARVIS for witty banter and banal judgement.

Steve felt his stomach sink down towards his boots. He hadn't meant to make either of them feel as if they couldn't take time to heal, or like he didn't care what happened to them, it was just important to him to get moving. He also thought that they'd want to know what the plan was, so that they could get thinking on it even while they healed.

He looked after both men, Clint and Tony in opposite directions, and tried to decide which one to go after... or even if he should go after them at all. In the end, he decided not to. He had begun to learn with Bucky that sometimes a little space went a heck of a long way.

So instead he went back to the little shelter and made it more comfortable. He found blankets and cushions, he dug out the debris from the sunken bathtub and scrubbed it clean, then filled it with fresh water. He worked until his muscles ached, and just waited for one of them to be ready to come back, desperately hoping that one of them would and he hadn't been too late.

Half an hour after Steve started his vigil, Clint wandered up to the tower and paused at the big picture window that Steve managed to clear of vines. It gave them a good view of the skiff and the direction that Bucky went off to hunt. He stood at the window, hands in his pockets of freshly washed clothes, back to Steve.

"I guess I thought he'd be a jerk. And okay, okay, he's a huge jerk really but I don't know. Whatever happened to him back there-- Okay. Let's cut the bullshit. We know what happened to him back there."

He let his head fall forward as he turned, looking up through his lashes.

"I didn't think he'd take it so hard. You honestly don't feel like yourself. You're just watching this bad porno where everyone looks really high. You don't even feel anything. And then it's over and everything hurts. But it's not you. I don't think that was me back there. But Stark... And he's had to have questionable hookups right? Seems the type? Well he's more broken up about it than you'd think."

While Steve was grateful that Clint seemed to be coping better, he couldn't really blame Tony for not taking it well, he didn't know how he would have dealt with coming around and remembering losing all that control. Not pleasant. Was that how Bucky felt now? Like he had been out of control for-- how long?

"All we can do is give him time, I'm not sure how else we're supposed to support him."

It wasn't that Steve didn't want to, or that he wouldn't, but more that Tony was an incredibly prickly sort of person who would probably not take well to being offered that sort of help.

"What happened, happened. Nothing can change that, he has to find a way to live with it."

The same as any soldier had to find a way to live with the things they'd done and seen. Either they found a way to cope, or else they didn't.

Clint winced. That was a little harsh, but it wasn’t like he really knew Captain America all that well. He sounded a little like his dad – before all of that other stuff started – like the kind of dude that couldn’t really grasp the modern world, like he was still all tied up in what was proper in the forties and yeah, yeah actually that made a whole huge amount of sense, honestly. He couldn’t fault the guy. He understood what war could be like. He fought little private ones all the time, wherever his handler pointed him.

Clint wondered what happened to Phil, if he was killed or captured, if he was left on Earth. Hopefully the latter. Phil would know to find his kids and make sure Linda was taken care of. Same with Nat.

“I’m not expert on these things,” Clint said, trying to shrug it off. “But you might not want to say that to someone with emotional scarring.” That was a hint about Bucky Barnes too. No one wanted to be patronized that way. “I’m gonna go out on a limb here, but I think giving him a task might do him good. You know what he went through to get where he is now? Man built a power source and power armor and walked across the desert for two days after busting out of a terrorist controlled cell so protected we couldn’t find em. Guy’s tough when he’s got a goal in mind. Maybe. Who knows. I think half the stories about him are made up.”

Clint was just testing the waters here. Steve came across as authoritative, but he was also a little annoying with his preoccupation with Barnes.

"I thought that I gave him something to do, but he shrugged it off and didn't seem like he'd be interested."

He said that he needed Tony to get a look at the technology and invent some kind of machine that would disable or cripple the Asgardian tech, as well as upgrade their own skiff so it wouldn't be affected, in order to help them rescue all the other people left down there.

"Look, I'm not trying to be unsympathetic. I feel for him, you too, I just don't know how the heck I'm supposed to help other than what I'm doing. There's people in there still getting hurt, trying to save them in my priority."

And Bucky.

He wanted to follow Bucky, make sure he was okay hunting, beg more memories from him, but he knew that was a bad idea.

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off to work <3

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quick tag between appointments, should be home in a couple of hours <3

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