Well, seeing as I woke up naked in his bed with him - fuzzy memories or not it was pretty obvious what happened. I guess for a while I'd had a little bit of a crush on him too. He just saw me as a friend but he also didn't see what the big deal about having fun with friends was.

[Steve siiiighed.]

He didn't get why I was so adamant that he not tell anyone about it but he was willing to respect that. We... fooled around here and there a little after that, but I wasn't at a place in my life then where I was ready to be as free and open as he was, so that was that. Felt really awkward meeting his fiance last year though.

So yeah that's also the how I lost my virginity story.