[Steve lets out a huge breath and slumps back into the couch, running a hand through his hair.]

You know... I've thought about it. I really have. And I'm not sure I haven an answer. Sometimes I think yeah, absolutely, and then sometimes... [He sighs heavily, shaking his head.] Sometimes I'm just not so sure.

[He shrugs.] I really want Him to exist. And if He does... well, I don't think He's like what most churches these days are saying He's like.