[He's still walking like a predator, it's an edge he got from the Soldier that he'll likely never lose. He's sort of come to terms with that now, that the Soldier and Bucky are not two separate entities, they're both him. They're the experiences of his life; and just like he'll never be the man he was before the war again, he hopes never to be the Soldier again either.
He's something new.
But he's not sure how Steve will feel about that. He's not sure if he's here to try and stay or not, it all rests on how Steve reacts to the conversation that's coming. He's still not demonstrative, so there's no more than a slight shrug in response to being told he was missed.]
I might never remember everything, you know that?
[Diving right in.]
And even if I do, it won't change what I am now. I'm not good around people, I don't remember how to be a friend, I'm messed up.
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He's something new.
But he's not sure how Steve will feel about that. He's not sure if he's here to try and stay or not, it all rests on how Steve reacts to the conversation that's coming. He's still not demonstrative, so there's no more than a slight shrug in response to being told he was missed.]
I might never remember everything, you know that?
[Diving right in.]
And even if I do, it won't change what I am now. I'm not good around people, I don't remember how to be a friend, I'm messed up.